WHY??!!!

Economic recession has become more serious and worst. A lot more retrenchment has been done for some companies and most are the big, major one. And some more it is predicted that 2009 recession will become worsen than 2008 and this may also prolong for another 3 years. Very bad isnt it? On top of this, I just cant understand why Israel still attack Palestin in this kind of condition? Semoga tuhan merejam keturunan kamu!

Anyway, I cant wait to leave my beloved company by next Friday even more nowadays. Why?

1. I cant stand anymore with the super spoon fed people. I am not talking about 1 or 2 passdowns but more than that and you already have looked at how I did it right? So please lady, for god sake, do it on your own and learn how to do it for seconds!!!
2. Well, I know moving to another company is not a good decision right now. Even all aunties and nenek know about it. So, please stop reminding me. Just STOP it. I had enough. Afterall I believed in god's fate. Tuhan yang beri rezeki. Bukan Intel bukan IBM. Got it? So dont simply say I might be retrenched coz you'll never know your own fate!
3. Is it wrong to get marry at my age? Is it wrong to tie the knot with my true love? I dont count my money but I do count my happiness. Plus I dont spend yours so mind your own business. HEH.

I just wonder laa, kenapa makin nak pindah makin nak benci? *sigh* Redha sajalah dengan ketentuan tuhan.

ps: Sorry for the harsh words. Saya sangat emotional harini.

It's closed!

After the 100th thoughts..
After listening to 100th advices..
After the 100th discussions..
And after the 100th considerations..

I have decided that I will go for the akak Janda's house. Why??

1. I can easily move out later. And afterall I will only suck it up for 10 months.
2. Leave with 3 strangers girls will be a bit risky. Whether it is OK or it is bloody sucks!
3. I have viewed akak Janda's house but I havent take a look at the condo's and the flatmates yet (which I would have no time to do so).
4. Akak Janda seems cool and can be a good company.
5. About the parking problem, let's see how it goes for a month, then only I think whether I should move to other place or Pijoi needs to send me to the office during closing period or maybe Pijoi can keep my car safely at his apartment or any other alternatives that I yet to think of.
6. My instinct told me so.
7. I think it is a good experience to live with akak Janda which is obviously older than me. It is cool, isnt it?;p

So now, I shall close this issue and have a rest;) Thanks to some of my friends, cousins, and my enchek berkude whom sincerely gave the advices. Lebiu guys!!!!

dilemma

Condo ke Apartment?

Huuu..saya confuse. Saya dalam dilemma. Kalau ditimbang2, masing2 ada kelebihan tersendiri. Okeh, mari senaraikan apa kelebihan masing2.

Apartment Palma Puteri, Kota Damansara

• Housemate is the owner whom a single mother with 3 children. Tapi anak2 tak duduk situ. Just datang sekali sekali at least once in a month.
• House is fully furnished with Astro
• Small unfurnished room
• Rent is RM250 per month exclude utilities.
• Deposit is 1+1. No deposit for utilities.
• Parking space available only at visitor parking but subjected to siapa cepat dia dapat.
• Easy to move out with deposit.

D'Rimba Condominium, Kota Damansara

• Has 3 existing muslim lady housemates.
• House is fully furnished with Astro
• Small unfurnished room
• Rent is RM250 per month exclude utilities.
• Deposit is 2+1+RM100 utilities deposit.
• Ample parking space. Everyone can park inside even if no sticker.
• Have condo facitilities ie: swimming pool, gym, club house. etc
• To move out need to find a new tenant to refund the deposit.

Okey, now my concerns are those that are highlighted in purple. I really need a parking space to make sure that my car is safe enough. But at the same time I want a room that I can move out easily because I plan to do so in Dec'09.

Obviously, I prefer the condo but then at the second thought, can I easily get a replacement in order to refund my deposit? Both the condo and Apartment are not a public transport friendly which means you need a car to get there or to go to another places. So I am afraid that I wont get any new resident to replace me and thus, burnt my RM500 deposit. Wooooo..Mau nangis kalau burnt.

But then, the apartment is not bad just that I'm afraid I will be coming back late from work and no parking space anymore. And become worst if my car would scratch or get bump to other car since I dont have a proper parking. But afterall, I dont need to think of a replacement and can easily get my deposit back.

Ohhh my. Why so hard?? Sila bantu, my dearest friends!:(

10 January 2009

I am blessed with a wonderful birthday celebration with my soulmate and full of warm wishes by all of my friends over the globe. Eversince the clock struck 12 midnight, my mobile wasnt stop vibrating (ok exeggerate lebey) walaupon ada juga yang jam nya lambat 1 jam setengah *hihi* Terima kasih sume for the thoughts and wishes even just a note in fb, frenster, or txt. You have really made my day!;)


Saya telah ke KL untuk celebrate besday with Enchek Pijoi. Walaupon tiada surprise and was a simple celebration, but I was really happy. Especially, ketika saya cuba mengupdate Enchek Pijoi dengan cerita2 Fiza. Saya banyak ketawa daripada bercerita. Bukan sebab saya membuat lawak, tapi sebab saya duk terbayang gaya fiza bercerita dengan semangat berserta gaya seperti tukang karut yang pro. Sepatutnya ceritanya selama 3-4 jam, tapi bila saya cube cerita kat Enchek Pijoi, jadi 1 jam pulak. Yang lagi 2-3 jam saya gelak kot. Ntahla, tak perasan pulak sebab saya lebih excited nak mengupdate dari tengok jam.

Comel kan saya dengan handbag baru?;p

Well, basically, last saturday, kami just jalan2, shopping2, kat Mid Valley and The Gardens saja. Sememangnya saya excited sikit kalo sale kat KL sebab lagi banyak choices. So sempatlah juga saya merembat 1 handbag yang boleh diclaim daripada Enchek Pijoi. Dan sebab terlalu excited dapat handbag dari kekasih hati, maka on the spot saya terus guna. Comel kan saya, terus appreciate? Lagipun saya memang terasa extra comel bila pakai handbag itu *ngeee* Jadinya lepas ni Enchek Pijoi, Esah, dan Fizz tidak lah menyampah tengok handbag putih saya yang kotor itu walaupun dah 10 kali saya basuh. So project weekend ni ialah membasuh lagi handbag putih untuk yang ke 11 kalinya. Saya juga sempat merembat seluar slack hitam kat padini sebab ade sale 70%. Nasib baik peha saya dah kurus sikit, jadinya dapatlah saya merembat slack hitam itu. Terasa bangga jugak sebab dapat beli slack yang murah *hihi* Rezeki besday girl!

Kemudian, saya teringin juga nak merembat sepasang kasut, tapi disebabkan terlalulah ramai manusia di kedai2 kasut, maka saya cancel saja. Tak larat dah nak merebut. Dah 24 tahun kan *hihi* Jadinya saya just meronda2 di Mid Valley dan The Gardens sampai kaki ni penat. Yela, dah 24 tahun kan. So kami decided untuk lepak saja di Big Apple. Besday girl teringin nak makan Chocoholic Donut. Saya pun dengan semangatnya tunjuk kat Enchek Pijoi donut kegemaran. Then terus cari tempat duduk. Lepas saje Enchek Pijoi datang bawak donut, tengok2, it was not a chocoholic donut. Down. Enchek Pijoi ada sound trouble kot. Eh tak, tak, I sounded very softly actly, sebab tu tak dengar. Mula2 saya rasa agak spoiled sebab dapat nut-ape-ntah-nama-dia donut, dan mula nak merajuk. Tapi bila rasa, sedap jugak. So tak jadi nak merajuk dan sambung ketawa2 session instead *hihi* I noted that, that saturday, saya banyak ketawa. Mungkin saya high and angau kot *ngeee* Alasan, sebenarnya saya memang kuat ketawa HAHA

Walaupun tersalah beli donut, I think he looks cute in this picture. Sila jangan muntah ye, kawan2;p

Saya yang tak boleh berhenti ketawa *ngeee*

Kami tengok Outlander juga. Boleh tahan best lah. Tapi LOTR lagi best walaupun produced by the same director. Tapi still, tahap boleh layan. So tak rugi laa jugak rm20 saya sebab besday girl telah berbaik hati nak belanja Enchek Pijoi;)
We had dinner at Bora Asmara. Esah kata nama restoran ni tak boleh blah. Tapi layan la. Ala2 Bali candle light dinner gitu *hihi* Jangan jeles ye walaupun mama saya pun jeles;p Masa tengah makan tu, saya terdengar laa ada orang nyanyi2 lagu besday. Sayup2 je. Tapi jangan perasan pliss. Bukan untuk saya ye tapi untuk orang lain. HEH. Kat situ kalau buat special reservation for besday, akan ada 1 group akan datang to your table and nyanyi lagu special for you. Tapi disebabkan Enchek Pijoi pandai dan tidak membuat reservation, maka tiadalah lagu besday untuk saya. HEH. Tapi nasib baik, before kami pulang, that music group nyanyi lagu besday kat meja sebelah kitorang. So Enchek Pijoi dengan romantiknya nyanyikan lagu besday untuk saya dengan iringan muzik dari meja sebelah. So at least, ade lah juga lagu besday untuk saya, kan;D Ohh lupa pulak nak komen tentang food. Food, sedap but NOT super sedap. But the ambiance nice. Kalau nak wat reunion menarik kot sebab ada pondok yang comel untuk makan. Maybe next time kalau korang nak celebrate besday saya kat sini, jangan segan ya. I tak kesah. But make sure buat reservation tau *ngeeee*

Before I end the entry, this belated birthday girl ada benda yang nak dikongsi. Tak de apa yang important just rasa pelik dengan this girl (yes, I know she is exteremely rich or at least her dad is super rich) How come huh she can have like more than 20 wishlists? Ada ke orang yang nak layan? Maybe kasta dia memang macam tu kot. Ntah2. This belated besday girl always wonder on the wish lists thingy stuff. Adakah mereka desparate to have special presents? Or Adakah mereka materialistik? Adakah mereka sedih sebab mereka sudah semakin tua, maka perlukan hadiah? Adakah? Adakah? Sila bantu. And since I am a normal, kais pagi makan pagi and need to save money for even just a room deposit payment, I belived, I shouldnt have one. Sure kene sekeh!

Baliklah..

Dah pukul 10.30mlm so saya dah mengantuk. Tapi saya tak boleh tidur lagi sebab saya sangat risau sekarang ni. Enchek Pijoi tak balik lagi. And it is happened that his hp is out of battery. Eiii geram betul tau. Dah banyak kali dah ingatkan dia selalu charge hp tapi degil. Eiiii gerammmmmnyeeeeeeee!!!! Suka buat saya risau macam ni. Dah malam tak balik2. Tak call pun. Dan saya pun lupa nak tanya dia before balik ofis tadi die busy ke tak arini. Haih kenapa laa saya ni pun lalai sangat. Asyik lupa memanjang *sigh*

Bile nak balik ni awak?? Cepatlah balik, call saya. Saya risau sangat ni. Nanti saya tak boleh tidur:( Cepatlah balik. Cepatlah..

*sigh*

Hello, Gud morning everyone!!

Sure korang kata, takde kerja aku ni pagi2 dah tulis blog kan? Baru masuk ofice tak sampai sejam, tangan saya ni dah gatal nak berblogging. Bukan takde kerja, berlambak je soalan auditor saya tak jawab lagi, tapi saja nak biarkan, buat sikit2, at least terasa glamour laa jugak bila sehari ade 3-4 kali orang cari saya kat cube. Kalaulah enchek Pijoi yang audit a/c saya, sure saja je saya cari pasal nak suruh dia datang cari saya kat cube 10 kali sehari *hihi*

Okeh2, sebenarnya bukan nak cerita pasal ni, tapi nak cerita pasal itu. Tengah sedih sebenarnya. Takde laa sedih sangat tapi sedih jugak. Saja nak bagitau satu dunia saya sedih. Jarang woo sedih sekarang ni sebab dah lama tak layan hindustan. Tapi adik Fiz cakap SRK ada filem baru. Ok sure kena cari lepas ni baru boleh layan sedih. Tapi ada yang review filem Ps: I love U pon sedih n sweet gak. Haih. Nak tengok. Tapi tak mo tengok kat wayang. Segan nak melalak. Nak tengok sorang tak feel. Kene cari teman nanges. Esahh, Fizz, Alianess, jom tangkap lalak! *hihi* Apa aku merepek ni?

Okeh sambung balik. Walaupun semua dah back to what I've planned tapi ada benda yang buat saya sedih. Saya tak nak tangguh lagi dah. Sehari pon tak nak. Down gile okeh bila saya dah planned tapi benda jadi tak ikut plan. Ye, saya tahu, kita hanya merancang tapi tuhan yang menentukan, tapi saya down gile jugak. Well, macam yang Fizz n Esah cakap, Januari people pelik sikit *huhu* Takpelah, masih ada masa lagi. Dan saya harap, saya takkan sedih bila terfikir tentang ini *fingers crossed*

Tapi bila saya fikir balik, apalah sangat sedih saya berbanding kesedihan rakyat palestin. Apalah sangat masalah saya berbanding masalah hidup mati mereka. Setiap hari, berita pasal keganasan Israel dan penderitaan Palestin, buat saya nangis. Ingatkan Obama mampu membuat perubahan, tapi tak. Teringat cerita Sidney Sheldon, The Best Laid Plans, tentang seorang pemuda biasa yang dilobi oleh bapa mertua yang berpengaruh sehingga menjadi US presiden, tentang peperangan di Bosnia, dan tentang dendam seorang perempuan. Saya still dapat bayangkan tentang perasaan seorang wartawan yang cuba membuat liputan di Bosnia tentang kehidupan kanak2 di situ, ketakutan rakyat Bosnia, kematian yang berjuta, seems like everything is so real even though I just read it. Okeh, sekali lagi, saya memang begini. Suka terbawak2 perasaan macam saya yang jadi watak2 dalam buku tu ya. Mungkin lepas ni saya boleh tukar kerjaya menjadi pelakon sebab saya sangat berkebolehan untuk menjiwai semua watak.

Saya rasa patutlah saya stop di sini saja. Saya just nak bagitau saya sedih je. Tapi dah merepek macam2 plak *sambil menarik nafas panjang dan berfikir nak makan apa lunch nanti sebab perut dah menyanyi dengan riang seperti Esah yang kelaparan sebab puasa tapi tak sahur*

Larlewinks Outings

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart

WOW WOW wow...

I was blisfully happy spending the whole weekend with my larlewinkss. Setelah setahun tak jumpa Esah dan sebulan tak jumpa Fiza maka saya sangat, sAnGat, dan SANGAT seronok hokay! Kami bertiga telah berjimba-jimba di Alor Star dan telah disponsor hampir sepenuhnya oleh Dato n Datin Sharin *hihi* Well, basically aktiviti kami sepanjang minggu ialah cakap, cakap, cakap dan cakap lagi. Kalau tak cakap ialah ketawa, makan, mandi, tidur, dan sembahyang. Punyalah banyak cakap, sampai kami sakit tekak dan ada orang tu sampai ada 4 ulser. HAHA banyakkan cerita kami? Kalau diberi masa sampai seminggu pon, kami boleh je continue aktivti cakap ni *hihi*

Anyway here's some photos yang sempat kami snap. Tak banyak sebab like I said most of the times kami bercakap di atas katil Fiz yang empuk *ngeee*

Shopping brooch kat Padang Besar sampai berpinar mata tengok banyak sangat lip lap lip lap. Akak brooch bengang sebab kami tak beli pon HAHA


Semua kedai brooch kami singgah sebab nak dapat harga yang paling murah. Esah cuba berlagak seperti makcik2 yang tekun menelek brooch.


Esah dipaksa posing HEHE

Makan time!! YEAY



1ABC, 2 Cendol Pulut, dan Cucur Udang. Sangat sedap. Sampai arini saya duk teringat lagi *sigh*

Makan lagi. I had my fav bihun sup utara at Pekan Rabu;D


Terima kasih to Fiz and family di atas segala layanan yang sangat mesra. Nanti2 kita jumpa lagi and buat gathering lagi ok ;)