Lain budak, Lain perangainya.

It's true when people said "Lain budak, lain perangainya, lain alahannya". And I experience it right now. I would say, this time I really have a bad sickness. Even until now at 16weeks, I still have the headache, nauseas, and no appetite. I'm not complaining but I wish I'm a bit stronger by this time.

Older and weaker. Maybe that's the main reason. Seriously I'm a bit weaker this time. I took Shakelee supplements, hoping that I can be a bit stronger. Tapi indah khabar di FB dari hasil. I'm still weak. Now, I have to call a weekly maid to clean up the house and sent out some clothes for ironing. Looks lazy but I dont have the kudrat to do so like before.

I still remember how happy I was when having Aidan on 2nd trimester. I was a happy mommy when I saw food. Haha. Yeah. Itu dulu. Not now. Sekarang kalau dapat layan Aidan do colourings or artworks etc pun dah memadai. Even nak shopping pun malas. We dont go out to the mall for ages I tell you. Malas and no mood at all.

And now, I have this syndrome to wake up in the middle of the night for an hour at least. I just cant sleep. Huh. Maybe baby suruh bangun sembahyang tahajjud kot. Itu pun tak paham-paham. Hahaha.

Whatever it is, I wish the baby inside grows healthily despite of mommy's condition. It's good to feel the tiny kickings and punchings again :)