Dilemma

Sejak akhir-akhir ni, memang sukalah sakit perut memulas. Tak paham kenapa. Bila lapar, memulas, nak be*ak, memulas, ada angin memulas, dan macam-macam lah lagi. Memang tak paham. Tapi si ibu mengandung tidak lagi freak out rasa nak bersalin ke apa. Dah semakin rilek. Menanti dengan penuh kesabaran. Eceh. Tapi bersyukurlah jugak sebab setakat ini tak ada pulak heart burn, kaki pun tak bengkak, cuma gemuk sikit, pinggang tu kadang-kadang je sakit. Alhamdulillah untuk kesihatan yang baik.

Paling seronok, semalam check up, baby boy dah 2.7kg. huhu. Cepatnya besar. Last month baru 2kg je. Patutlah mummy pun cepat membesar. Baby boy nak suruh mummy teman dia membesar rupanya. Haha. Daddy pulak yang ngade-ngade nak mengurus. Dia kata nak cuba sama berat dengan ibu mengandung. Huh. Membencikan.

Oh ya. Nak ucap tahniah kat bapak baby boy sebab dah officially promoted jadi senior. Tapi yang sedihnya, tengah off peak pun dah mula nak balik lambat. Nanti during peak macamana? Nampak gayanya, mummy tengok muka baby boy, baby boy tengok muka mummy sajelah. Sobss. Sobss. Seperti ibu dan anak yang terabai. Huhu. Anyway, ibu mengandung juga dimurahkan rezeki. Gaji naik sampai menggembirakan. Comel sungguhlah company saya. Jadi dengan seronoknya, dapatlah ibu mengandung melengkapkan semua barang baby boy. Sekarang dah boleh bersalin dengan tenang dan aman damai. Huhu.

Sebut pasal bersalin, sejak akhir-akhir ni, terasa yang amat nak bersalin di KL. Rasa macam lebih menggembirakan. Terbayang lepas bersalin, kawan-kawan semua datang melawat. Jadi kuranglah rasa kesakitan. Tapi kalau di JB, siapa nak lawat? Nurse dan gynae sajalah. Sobss. Malas nak fikir. Baby boy, please decide. Arahan pertama mummy!

My Story

This week marks the 36th week of my pregnancy. Oh how time flies so fast. It's almost full term and the baby is ready to meet his daddy and mommy anytime soon. ;)

But thinking of the pregnancy journey will be ended soon, it makes me sad at the same time. I know I'm going to miss the whole my 1st pregnancy journey. Miss all the good and exciting feelings. Ahh, you knowlah how excited this mommy-to-be is on what to expect everyday, always wondering how she would look in a month time, to notice the 1st baby's movements, etc, etc. Ahhhh..that is called bliss. Surely, it's the best moment in my life. :)

I know that I'm pregnant as early as 3 weeks after my wedding since I had a mild nausea especially right after brushing my teeth in the morning. Though I didnt really sure about it but I know there was something wrong with me. Did I tell you that I was scared as well at that time? Who doesnt anyway especially when you just got married. Well, I really didnt expect it would be that super fast. Huhu. But afterall, the hubby eagerness and excitedness to have a baby makes me feel confident that I'm also ready for any future possibility. Chewah!

But, the first 4 months of the pregnancy journey was not good for me. Seriously it is physically and mentally challenged. I doubted whether I'm ready for this when I was having all those morning sickness thingy and physical changes. I still remembered how I hate food but I need food most of the time to fill my tummy. Else, sakit perut. I cant eat almost everything especially those oily ones, thus I hate KFC so much. My fav food was milk and fruits until one day I vomitted the milk, so goodbye to the fresh milk after that. Haha. I also hate times when I was full. I felt like vomitting but I tried to not too, I cant lying down so I slept sit up straight till morning, my belly felt like bloated though I was hungry, dizziness for 24/7 and bla bla. Sometimes, I felt like it was a super bad nightmare. Urghh.

And everything was like super hard when the hubby went outstation for 3 weeks. Gosh. But, how did I tackle this? I talked to the baby to calm me down, always looked at the baby's scan to forget the sickness, and of course pray to Allah to give me the strength to go through it. And Alhamdulillah, believe it or not everything is just fine. ;)

Like most of the preggers have told, second trimester is the best pregnancy journey ever. It is so true bebeh. The morning sickness is suddenly gone, I love foods, foods and foods. I can already cook my meal and that is the best meal ever. And the hormone makes me a super happy mommy-to-be. Yes. Since pregnant, I was like super happy though I might crying to certain things sometimes. And certainly, I feel the love everywhere. Oh, did I tell you that I like to see myself in the mirror cause I feel preety and beautiful? Perasan giler. But that's what I did. Kah kah.

Early of 3rd trimester was ok until the middle of the 3rd trimester when I started to feel a lil bit unwell and useless sometimes. I cant do much chores and much walking anymore since I'm easily get tired. Especially when I'm an anemic. But the baby's kickings and movements are priceless as compared to any discomforts that I have. I feel blessed, loved, and so happy till I am surely know that I'm going to miss it. Seriously now I cant wait to hold and kiss the lil heart but at the same time I want to be a pregger. Huhu.

To those who scared to be pregnant, please dont be cause it is the best moment in a women's life;) Minus the delivery lah cause I'm yet to know. Let me check it out, how scary it is. Haha.

P/S: To hubby, thank you so much for your support and help throughout the whole journey. Without you it would be much difficult and wont be this wonderful. And the awesome friends, you guys are rocks! Colour my life as gorgeous as the rainbow. Hundred zillions thanks and loves from the mommy and baby for everything. :)

Anak aku lagi comellah.

I like this one Baby's stuff website called Lollytot in FB few months ago. This Lollytot organised the 2010 Cutest Little One Contest. And today, I stumbled into the winner for the month photo and believe it or not, siap ade sesi kutuk mengutuk sebab gambar2 anak diorang kalah.
Kah kah kah. Anak kalah, mak bapak yang emo. Macam budak2. Hadiah tak seberapa, emo je lebih. Lawak gile. Haih.

Nasihat saya, lainkali sebelum submit photo, edit photoshop dulu letak muka model baby. Barulah boleh menang. haha. Kasihannya.

False Alarm!!

Ahad adalah weekend yang aneh. Bangun pagi jam 6.30 pagi mula terasa sakit perut. Sakit perut yang sedikit aneh bagi saya. Cuba untuk lupa, saya jalan sana sini di dalam rumah. Dah penat. Sambung tidur. Sedar-sedar sudah jam 9.30 pagi. Wohoo. Lama gile tidur.

Bangun tidur, ingatkan sudah hilang sakit perut. Tapi sangkaan meleset sama sekali. Masih sakit. Tapi mula ragu-ragu. Mungkin lapar sebab malam Sabtu makan tersangat banyak di Flamming Steamboat. Jadi bangun terus buat sarapan. Makan sedikit dan terus mengemas. Bukan kemas rumah tapi kemas hospital bag. Haha. Hati mula risau sebab baju baby belum lagi berbasuh. Tapi saya kemas dulu hospital bag saya. Belum siap 100% tapi 70% adalah.

Perut masih sakit. Hati jadi makin risau. Tak tau itu sakit contractions atau bukan. Terus call mama tanya macamana sakit nak bersalin, tapi mama pun tak reti nak explain. Jadi, saya terus tidur semula sampai tengah hari.

Bangun tidur masih tidak sihat. Tapi gagahkan diri kemas dapur dan membasuh baju budak kecik. Huhu. Letih juga ya walaupun cuma celup2 saja. Kah kah. Dasar ibu lembik. Jadi akhirnya, Yeay! Baju budak kecik sudah siap basuh dan lipat sekarang. Suka suka suka!! :D

Two Bags @70% completion. 1 for Mommy and 1 for Baby. Daddy punya kemas sendiri.;p

Budak kecik sudah 34 minggu and I am waddling right now. Terasa kaki sangat lemah untuk menampung keberatan budak kecik dan lemak-lemak yang menempel di badan dengan jayanya. The gynae has already explained to me the signals of actual labour which is basically almost the same with what I have read all this while.

So here are the 3 major signals:

1) Keluar darah seperti haid

2) Air ketuban pecah. Air ketuban is almost the same as air kencing tapi bila air ketuban pecah kita tak boleh tahan untuk stop it.

3) Contractions in a constant rate. Doc said sakit contractions macam kejang perut tapi kejap ada kejap tak ada.

Bila 1 of the signals is shown, normally it takes 10 hours to deliver the baby. Doc kata kalau nak balik kampung untuk bersalin pun sempat. Haha. Having said that, if budak kecik is a bit excited untuk keluar before 39 weeks, I choose PMC KL at Bangsar untuk deliver the baby. And if he is a bit patient, JSH would be the one. So let's see how. Both the gynaes are men, Dr Idris and Dr Hafetz. But they are equally good for the time being. Recommended.

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Selamat Petang Semua..

Mari kita berceloteh sambil makan cempedak goreng. Yummeh. I tell you. Hehe. Rasa macam tak cukup beli cempedak sebijik. Heh. Tapi cempedak masih mahal. RM5 sekg di Taiping. Kalau di KL, tak tahulah berapa agaknya. Nasib baik sedap dan manis. Jadi, berbaloi-baloi.

Enough pasal cempedak. Mari kita cerita tentang barangan bayi. Boleh dikatakan hampir cukup semuanya. Stroller, car seat, baby cot, checked. Bought in Singapore for the great bargain. Baby bath tub sudah pun dirasmikan oleh si abah baby. Barut baby, ordered and paid. Tak sabar menuggu parcel lagi 3 hari. Receiving blanket, changing mat, bottle warmer, blanket, etc juga sudah tersedia. First Year baby swaddle, mobile mattress, set penjagaan kesihatan bayi First Year, diapers bag, bantal busuk, First Year baby bottles set, etc juga sudah ada, pemberian rakan-rakan yang baik hati sewaktu Baby Shower. Terima kasih sekali lagi.

Jadi, tinggal beberapa barang kecil dan 1 barang besar yang mahal masih belum di beli. Baby's toiletries, wet wipes, minyak telon, lotion, semua belum dibeli. Masih terasa terlalu awal untuk membeli barang2 kecil. Padahal tinggal saja lagi 6 minggu. Kah kah. Dan 1 barangan besar yang mahal dan masih tertangguh ialah the breastpump. And Medela Swing is in the first list now. Sebenarnya tengah menunggu fulus akhir bulan ini. Or ada sesiapa yang mahu menghadiahkan Medela Swing untuk saya? Hehe.

Toys? Nanti dululah. Tapi kemungkinan besar akan terbeli Lamaze Gardenbug Foot Finder and Wrist Rattle set sebab si ibu mengandung memang teringin dari awal. Lebih kurang macam mengidamlah. Kah kah.

Tinggal lagi 6 minggu dari sekarang. Perasaan? Sedikit gentar, terlalu banyak excited, mengah, berat, letih, dan terkedek-kedek. Tidur semakin tidak lena. Bila perut sudah berat dan penuh dengan bayi comel ini, semua position tidak selesa. Mujur tinggal sebulan setengah saja lagi. Tapi scan 2 minggu lepas bayi comel sudah mula turun ke bawah cuma belum engaged. Adakah ini normal? Aduhai, risaunya hati saya sampai sekarang. Sabar ya anak comel. Jangan terlalu excited. Santai-santai dulu di dalam perut Mama ya ;)

Isnin, 5 Julai, genap 3 tahun kami bersama. Mahu cerita kenangan lama yang indah isnin lepas tapi kami dikejutkan pula dengan kematian nenek Pijoi. Jadi, kami bergegas pulang ke Taiping petang itu. Al-fatihah untuk Tok. Semoga roh Tok ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.

Dan kenangan indah itu, nanti sajalah saya cerita. ;D

I love you Bebeh. Thank you for the wonderful 3 years..