Zombie at 4.30am

Anak is goo goo gaga in front of the TV. It is almost 5.30am dan dia dah bangun since 4.30am. Itulah dia akibat siang tido berlebihan. Pagi2 ajak main pulak. Heh. Jadinya, mama is layan internet, anak is bising2 tengok TV. So, today's lesson is tengok TV AXN ye. Wahaha. Esok kalau bangun lagi pukul 4.30pagi, kita belajar main FB pulak. Ngeh Ngeh.

I am happy yesterday. For the 1st time after about 3 weeks, saya berjaya breastfeed anak exclusively. Surprisingly, susu is banyak semula. Alhamdulillah. Berhasil segala usaha. Minum Anmum Lacta + soya + makan banyak. Huhu. Mintak-mintaklah berterusan. Amin.

Ooooh noes. Anak is making kueh. Got to go now!

Random on Tuesday

I love Tuesday night. I will always give up Buletin Utama for The Ugly Betty season 4. Siapa tak nak tengok the optimist, kind-hearted Betty kan? Kemudian sambung dengan drama siri Asmara. And can someone tell me who's this Melati dalam drama Asmara ni? Jangan paksa dan terlalu mendesak boleh? Bagilah Asmara a bit space. Rimas tahu tak!

Someone is watching TMTM tonight (without me). Teribbly sad. Wish that someone will accompany me watching my fav musical theather one day. *Fingers crossed*

On a happy note, I'm going to spend the weekend in KL. Home sweet home bebeh! though just for a weekend. Huhu. Cant wait to be home and of course to be with my boo! Rindu.

Oh have I told you guys that I can fit my jeans back? Woot Woot. Terubat sikit hati. Hehe. Thanks to breastfeeding (I guess) and I'm loving it. And I'm still learning and brushing up my knowledge and skills on breastfeed. Thank you susuibu.com for the knowledge and support. :) Mudah-mudahan I can continue breastfeed my baby (though not exclusively) till he turns two. InsyaAllah.

Tak Boleh Tidur.

Excited tunggu suami pulang sampai tak boleh nak tidur. Rasa macam dah lama tak jumpa. Padahal baru 5 hari. Rindu hokey. Sekarang baru faham kenapa Mama selalu nangis2 bila hantar ayah ke airport. Dulu gelakkan saja. Sekarang, hamik ko. Rasakanlah!! Orang single-mingle sure tak paham. Nantilah, tunggu kamu kahwin dulu ya. Huhu.

Tak sabar tunggu hari esok. Mahu pergi kenduri kahwin di Simpang Renggam. Sebenarnya, bukan tak sabar mahu tengok pengantin. Tapi tak sabar nak dress up kan Aidan comel2. Aidan kan ada baju baru. Kih Kih. Sindrom mak-mak memang camni ke? Ingat Aidan tu barbie doll ke? Heh.

Esok mesti ambil gambar. Harus bukan wajib. Kalau wajib, hangat2 taik ayam, berdosa namanya. Seronok tengok gambar baby orang, baby sendiri haprak. Malas ok. Malas. Lagipun muka Aidan dah terpahat di hati. Rasa gambar macam kurang perlu. Eceh. Alasan orang malas. Hehe. Aunties, Uncles, nanti Aidan balik KL tolong snapkan banyak gambar2 comel, okeh?

Enjoy-enjoy saja!

Esok dah hari ke 39. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Rasa macam baru sakit-sakit, terkedek-kedek berjalan ke labour room. Laju sungguh masa berjalan. Dan lagi 30 hari, dah mula masuk ofis. Benci benci benci. Lagi benci bila fikir kena tinggal bayi comel ni kat baby sitter. Pandai ke baby sitter tu nak tidurkan bayi comel? Rindu tak bayi comel kat mama? Nguuu. Tak mau fikir. Benci!

Perasan tak ada perubahan di sini? Oh. Saya memang dah selim. Cuma seluar jeans dan seluar-seluar yang sewaktu dengannya, langsung tak muat. Sedih ok. Jeling kat perut, lagi bertambah sedih. Tak cukup iman, boleh histeria. Heh. Tapi bukan perubahan yang itu saya maksudkan. Ehem ehem. Cantikkan blog saya sekarang? Bertambah ceria, bertambah kreatif. Nasib baik ada cik abang yang hebat dan macho. Kalau tak, sampai mati saya tengok burung hantu je. Huhu. Maseh ye yang. Nanti dah bosan, kite tukar yang lain pulak. ;p

Oklah. Sila menjamu mata ya. Enjoy!

Menjelang Hari Raya

Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2010. I had a blast one. Nothing can beat the happiness of this time raya as I wasnt only celebrate with my dearest man but also my darling chubby boy and of course my dear family. Alhamdullilah.

Happiness. Blessed. ;)

Nothing much on raya updates. Macam biasalah. Pergi beraya melawat sanak saudara, makan kuih, ketupat rendang and luckily I am on pantang yang-yang yuk for almost 1 month. So apalagi, semua food saya bantai. Cuma sambal kacang je rasa sikit, sebab takut gatal. Kurang nikmat okeh! Tapi, socks and bengkung still pakai. Sedikit selekeh di situ. Pasrah. Heh. So note to self: Next time no more pantang during raya. OK? ;p

Having my chubby boy during raya is fun though a bit kelam kelibut bila nak pergi beraya. Sekarang, kalau nak keluar, at least ambil masa 1 jam. Kemas beg Aidan pun dah lama. Macam kemas baju nak balik kampung. Huhu. Banyak betul barang nak dibawa. Dah siap bag, kena dress up kan baby Aidan dulu. Siapkan susu pulak. Dah siap semua yang berkaitan dengan baby, then only baru mama boleh bersiap. Heh. But afterall, I like it walaupun sedikit leceh and kelam kelibut. Biasalah, new mummy kan. Hehe.

My two darlings. Muaahhs!

Aidan 1st baju melayu, bought at Jusco. 1st time nampak, mummy terus excited. Tak sangka ada juga baju melayu for baby. 1st thought, baju ni sure besar giler for him cause it is for 4-8mths old baby. Tapi excited nak raya punya pasal, beli sajelah. But surprisingly, bila dah pakai, eh muatlah pulak though it is slightly big and panjang. Hehe. Ok, anak Mama dah besar rupanya. ;)

Aidan has travelled a lot too. From JB to Batu Pahat to Singapore. Yes people, Aidan dah ada passport. Hehe. Semangat tak? And lucky baby Aidan, Aidan siap sempat shopping at Orchad Rd, Tok Ayah and Grandma belanja. Heh. Mama is jeles ok. ;p Aidan is a rich baby with kisses, loves and of cos, the green packets in the house lah. Hehe.

Last but not least, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin. ;)

BoO HOo!!!

Yo. Wazzup y'all?

Lama juga tak berupdate blog ni. Nak cakap tak de masa, adalah juga. Tapi masa banyak membelek anak, membelek fb, membelek suami. Eh. Tak. Tak. Suami dah tak ada di sini. Meninggalkan isteri dan anak kesepian. Tsk. Tsk. Setiap kali suami nak balik KL, isteri mesti berjejehan air mata. Call her cengeng or gembeng. Tak kesah. Mesti nangis juga. Bila isteri dah nangis, anak sure ikut nangis. Tapi anak nangis nak susu bukan sedih ditinggalkan bapa.

Boo Mummy Cengeng. Boo Hoo!!

Harini, rindu terubat sikit bila daddy dedicate lagu Maher Zain ni kat Mummy. Sampai tertidur Aidan dengar. Merdu sungguh. Haha. Mummy lagi sikit nak tetidur jugak. Tapi liriknya best. Terbuai2 jiwa perasaan Mummy. Thanks Daddy. I love you too! hehe

For The Rest Of My Life ~Maher Zain

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along

And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I...I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

I know that deep in my heart..

Apa cerita pantang? Tak best wal terseksa. Like seriously. Padahal, Mummy is berpantang yang yang yok! haha. Sekarang no more ikan haruan plis. Rasa nak muntah dah tiap kali pandang ikan haruan. I hate yuh! Dah makan pati ikan haruan, tapi Aidan doesnt like it. Mummy makan terus Aidan cirit birit and sakit perut. Then Aidan buli Mummy terus. Tsk. Tsk. So Mummy dah stop makan and Aidan has no reason to bully Mummy again. Hehe.

Tapi walaupun Mummy berpantang yang yang yuk, jangan sekali2 melawan cakap orang tua2. Stoking kena pakai 24/7, benda2 sejuk (ubi kayu, tembikai, pulut, etc) janganlah sekali2 cuba untuk makan. Silap sikit, perut boleh kembung atau bentan. Mummy dah try. Serik wa cakap sama lu. Huhu. Tapi jalan2 di shopping mall is ok. Eksesais namanya. Aidan is loving it too. ;D

Oklah. Mummy wants to have her lunch and buat begedil for today's menu. Nak masak soto bebeh. Yummeh!