Breakdown

Dear Aidan...


You made me cried last night. It was just because you vomited twice on the bed after coughing. Silly? That is your mother. 

My poor lil baby.

This week was tough for me especially when you injured your leg. When I knew you fell down badly until you are not able to stand, I was damn worry. The next thing I know is you have a minor crack on your tibia. And that was after you had two x-rays. I can still hold my tears even when the orthopedic told me the bad news. 


Many people wish you well but some I'm not sure. Well, I don't really mind though the words do hurt me. That is life. All I know is I have given you the best that I can. That is what a mother always do. 


I was tired and I still am. I'm not complaining that I have to carry you here and there but it's not easy to hold 15kilos of you with my laptop backpack and your bag every morning and evening. It is just too heavy.


Today was a bad day too. Daddy was scolded me for silly things that I did. I left the receipt and report in the office when he needs it. Unhappy morning is so not me. But I still hold my tears. 


So please excuse me for crying badly over you. I didn't mean it but I cant hold it anymore. I'm truly sorry. 

Love, 

Your silly mother

Ubat Time

My darling baby got flu and cough right after we went back to KL. With the hot weather and jerebu, even my hubby got a bad cough too. We still have the meds from his paed from the last visit. But now the problem is how to make him eat the meds.

Aidan susah makan ubat since he is baby. But baby phase is still tollerable to force him to eat the ubat. Now he is much much more smarter. He will run away once he saw the ubat or he will reject the food or water once he tasted the ubat in it. Even if it is his 9oz susu. Totally reject and asked me to make a new one. Force him to eat? - useless. He will instantly vomit it out right after he tasted it. Waduh Waduh. Memang kene tahap kesabaran tinggi.


We have totally out of idea how to let him eat the ubat. His cough getting bad coz it was almost a week. He can even termuntah when he is coughing even time tidur. Pity darling baby.

The other day, when we tried to let him eat the ubat, suddenly, dengan izin Allah, saya termenyanyi to make the eating-ubat-time fun. And guess what, it works wonders. No muntah, no stress, and he is happy. Hahaha. So, that easy?

I know my darling baby is one happy go lucky boy. He will sing and dance (even non-stop when he got hyper) whenever he is happy. No joke. I always sing him a song while brushing his teeth. Previously, I have the same difficulties when it comes to brushing his teeth. Not until I sing him a song. A boring, mendatar song which only have 2 lyrics "tee-teeth time" continues like until finished brushing his teeth. Even hubby got annoyed with the song. Kah Kah. Lucky he found it fun despite of the song and now everytime mandi, he will ask for tee-teeth.

Now I know, if there is any difficulties, instead of forcing him, I will try to make it fun. Coz this happy toddler, hates being forced and likes singing and happy, fun time.

Thank you Allah.It was simply a great lesson learn. ;)

Cheecky Cookie Monster!!

Balik Kampung

Dr Halina just sent her daughter to the grandparents for some quality time together. Bella mesti membesar jadi budak yang sangat independent. I just wonder how she can do it. Saya sangat lemah. Tak kuat. And that tells why I am here in JB for a week. Aidan's Atok is home for 2 weeks. He requested to spend his 2 weeks holiday with Aidan before he off back to Dubai. Lucky I can work from home for a week. Pheww. Kalau tak rugi cuti saya. Hehe.

The other day, I let Grandma to sleep with Aidan for 3 days. Aidan is ok. Tidur nyenyak saja but not me. Saya tak boleh tidur ok. Haha. I thought boleh tidur nyenyak jugak bila katil tak sempit but apparently tak. Rasa kosong sangat bila tak dihimpit. Weird!

And now, I miss my hubby so badly...

Accident: Kaki Melecur :(

Kaki kanan Aidan melecur.

Called me a bad mother in the whole universe cause I am. I was so careless, crappy, lousy, and I deserve it. Now my baby is suffering the burn skin. Sobs.

It was happened last Monday, at Thistle Hotel JB, when I was busy packing before checking out. The hotel room is weird. It has no table to prepare coffee or boiling the water. All the plug is at the bottom near the floor. That tells why I boiled the water on the floor.

But it was all my fault. If only I took the kettle away from the floor after boiling the water, my baby wont hurt this bad. It was me who should be blamed thought I tried to deny it by saying that accident happens. My heart cries when I remember how loud he cried that day, how sad when he said "akit" while crying, and how hurt it was until he was sobbing while sleeping. *tears* It was a damn good motherhood lesson for me.

I bought him to the clinic last night. Even the doctor scolded me of not bringing him earlier. Well again, I didn't know it could be that bad until the blister pecah. The doctor said, if there is any burn incident, please bring to the clinic ASAP. Aloevera, tooth paste wont help that much.

Three special steps that parents should do if accident happens:

1) Stay calm
2) Stop quarreling, blaming, etc each other
3) Think fast how to cure/solve the problem