while waiting for mr suweetheart...

Ye, mr suweetheart is yet to be home. Still got some stuffs to finish in the office. So me kenela wait for him *prektis prektis;p* haha no laa actly ptg td i had a-not-too-long nap but more than an hour for sure! *ngeee* xtau mengape. Balik saje keje, kelaparan gile, carik2 roti di dapo, mkn, dan tido bile sudah kenyang *hihi* Buruk sungguh perangai sy. Tp xkesah..

Jalan2 cari mkn utk diner td. Nk minum teh tarik dangdut ngn nasi ayam sbnrnye tp tutup pulak gerai tu. Melepas lg. Pikir2 nak mkn kat gerai Dato K sbnrnye, tp mls pule nk drive ke sane. Jadinye terus saje ke Dominos. For the 1st time in Msia, sy mkn Dominos. Sungguh kuciwa bile tgk piza extravaganza sy over cooked. Coklat semcm dan keras juge *urrgghh* Rindu pule nk mkn garlic shrimp piza kt dominos chch.

Harini dpt juge sms cinta dr Air Asia. Flight jumaat ni delay sejam *sigh* Makin lambat laa sy smpai JB. Xsaba sungguh nk balik umah.

Isnin ni dh pose. How time flies so fast! Sy pon xsangka dh nk pose, then nk raye. Yeay, double Yeay!! ;p Tapi thn ni dh xdpt duit raye dh. Kene kasi duit raye pulak. Tapi yg penting, thn ni nak makan ketupat ngn samabl kacang ngn kari ayam, ngn sambal goreng atok *yummy yummy sodapnye!!*

Hujan masih turun di luar. Kejap lebat, kejap benti. Sure susah nk bgn esok pg ni *ngeee*

Gloomy, Moody!

One Nation Emcees won usd$100 000. Maka berkahirlah sudah Gang Starz II. Tp sy sukekan ONE sbb mereka sgt2 kretip dr segi arragement lagu dan chereography. Ape yg sy lebey suke mereka bijak memberi nafas baru kpd lagu lama sehingga digelar sbg "hip yea yea" (kate fafau) or "hip pop" (kate sheikh haikal). Walaupon sy tidak lgsg memvote mereka sbb sms voting telah naik harga juga ye drpd 50sen kpd 65sen *sggh waddehel* Rege minyak pon dh turun hokay!! hahhaa sy skang bernada kedekut memandangkan baki akaun sy semakin hari semakin sedikit w/pn baru sj gaji *tidakkk!!!* Kate kwn sy, keje tiap2 ari pon xkaye. I agree!!

Harini Penang cuti, tp Intel xamik plak *sigh* Maka arini bertambah2 laa tidak ade moodnye nk keje sbb ramai colleague sy dpt cuti half day utk mengundi. Tapi sy?? Jgn kate nk mengundi, register pon xlg. Maka sggh obvious utk amik half day juge. Ditambah pule sy org Johor ye. Maka masih di opis juge menyiapkan keje tanpa rela.

Mood sy kurg baik sejak ari Ahad itu. Walaupon Jumaat dan Sabtu sy terover hepi. Knapekah? Sbb Ahad itu sy kene pulang seawal jam 9pg ye. Sume ini disebabkan xde tiket sudey. Bdk Uni nk balik Uni, bdk skolah juge nk balik skola. Maka dlm bus penuh saje ngn mereka ini. Jadinye sy sgt sedey kene balik awal!! *sobss..sobsss* Now I'm certain that I will move to KL by early nxt year. Moga2 Allah murahkan rezeki sy. Amin...

Blogger kegemaran sy mengapdet her foodie blog. Sejak berkahwin, die rajin memasak. Begitu juge her Husband who likes to make breakfast and some nice, tasty dishes *i guess* but she confirmed it is at least! Dgn hati sy yg masih berada di KL, make sy menjadi tidak sabar2 mahu tinggal di KL. So dat I can cook AGAIN dan menjamu mereka2 makan. Sy sgt suke memasak dan melihat org makan masakan sy especially mereka yg sy syg;) Sy yakin sedap walaupon sy rs xsedap sbnrnye;p Cant wait! Cant wait!!

My housemate fwded me a fengshui tool to predict my future. Tibe2 teringat kat adek Boh yg xabes2 sibuk pasal fengshui die walaupon br sj menjejakkan kaki di chch;p
But this one seems interesting sbb the prediction is nice and something that i look fwd too.
So here's the prediction:

"You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love. You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your lovelife is soon to blosoom. The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it. You like adventure. You are spontaneous and like to please people."

Hujan lebat di luar. Sy baru perasan. Patutlah agak sejuk.

Cant Wait!!

Otak sy penat. Bile otak sy penat, bdn pon lemah. Bile bdn lemah, mata pon berat. Bile mata berat, sy mau tido. Apekah motif sy skang ni? Sy pon xtau. Mgkn dh sedikit weng sbb buat FA tax schedule. Demm btoi. Susah gile. Nak tanye, xde sape tau. So kene la aku struggle sndiri berbekalkan nota yg seciput. Inilah bahana bile passed down xphm pape. Pastu xtau, dh xde sape. Xpelah, sudah byk juge yg sy buat. Sblm ni trainer sy buat 8 jam. Tp sbb sy ni lembap dan baru nk belajar, mungkin amik mase 24 jam *sigh* Cepatlah siap. Tapi sy sure gile, mesti belambak2 soklan auditor yg sy akan dpt lps ni. Haa sile2 list down sume.

Dh tak saba dh nk tggu wiken ni. Sy mau pegi KL *hiihi* Dan lebey menghepikan ialah my little PJ xkene keje sabtu ni *yeay!!yeay!!* Jadinye banyak laa mase sy leh spend ngn die. Nk tgk cite Death Race la. Mcm bes je trailer die. Mintak2 bukan indah khabar dr rupe laa ye. Ahhh sggh xsaba nak pegi kl, lebey2 lg nk g Mid Val;p

Tak saba juge nk balik JB *hihi* The next wiken, sy mau pulang ke kg halaman lg. Sy siap amik cuti sehari ye sbb nk smbut 1st pose dgn family dan juge fiza dan opa *ngeh ngeh* Sy mau angkut mereka sekalian ke pondok kami yg xbrape nk usang. Kemudian nak angkut juge mereka ke tpt2 yg sepatutnye utk menyetelkan checklists sy (sure korg xkesah punye sbb kirenye aku bwk jln2 kt JB laa kan;p) Oohh mama suggest nk buke pose soto. Fuhh besnye. Dah lame xmkn soto ngn begedil. Lame sungguh sy xmasak soto ye. Haha pose pon blum siap dh pk menu. Xpe2 itu mmg event yg plg pntg. Sy juge nk pegi bazaar ramdhan *wohoooo* Lame gile xpenah pegi. Dh 3 thn nih. Yeahh!! Cepatlah mase berlalu, tapi at d same time, berilah sy kepakaran membuat tax schedule yg hare itu! *blurghhh*

Fire!! Fire!!

Mau tau ape jadi pg td seblum gue ke opis? Semasa gue meng'iron' tudung gue yg cantiks ini, bole tak terbakar? Apekah?? *bengang* Budus bukan iron ku ini pdhal baru beli bulan 2 aritu. Dh la mahal. So jenama Kenwood tidak bagus. Termostat die cepat rosak. Mlm ni mau mintak ganti rugi kat toke iron tu. Hampeh tak gune je warranty 10 thn. Haa ni kalo xle nak dpt btoikan ngn free mmg xtau laa aku. Kene komen kat pengguna ni *hihih poyoss* Tapi tdung ku..*sobss..sobsss* Tp gue harung juge pakai sbb dh lambat ye. Xde mase nak cari baju lain nak iron2 lg. Buang mase. Gue iron kan juge dgn penuh kaseh sayang dn terbalikkan yg koyak di dalam. Jadi setel. Masih bole dipakai tudungs ku ini. Nsb bek tudung rm10 je. Ade alasan nk beli len *ngeeee*

How to create more ALASAN

The current issue that I usually 'debate' with boyfie is "Bilekah saye mau apply kerja di KL dan juge bile saye mau pindah??" hehhee isnt it interesting topic?;p As my 'DEGIL' is so well known, thus I can still have a lot of reasons why I need to delay, even tho has been discussed for quite several times. Sy pon pelik juge mcmane sy bole byk sgt pk knape sy xmo pindah dgn awal ye. Tp surprisingly, I'm not able to tell all the reasons to mr boyfie. Seems like all stucks in my mind and my tounge freezes when I try to talk bout it. Apekahhh??
So here are my reasons to tell ya (indirectly tell mr boyfie;p)

1) Sy mls nk cari keje w/pn kt website sj huhu
2) Sy xupdate lg resume sy.
3) Sy segan nak bgtau team lead nak put her name as referee sbb sy baru sj keje 7 bulan.
4) Sy rs sy masih belum dpt pape knowledge and masih lemah dgn job scope sy.
5) KL jem time nak g keje. Means sy kene g keje awal, means sy kene bgn awal. (isk..isk..isk..which i really have problems utk bgn pg ye)
6) Intel has no formal attire requirement and flexible working hours. Suke..suke..suke sbb sy mls nak iron baju dan juge suke bgn lambat so gi keje slalu lmbt tp suke balik keje awal;p
7) Intel bole WFH w/pon sy xpenah try nak WFH tp nak raye nnt sy nk WFH sj huhuhu
8) Intel is very genorous in giving bonuses even tho to a new hire like me. I got two bonuses olredi in June and July (w/pn sket sbb kene bahagi dgn brape bulan keje)and waiting for another bonus in Dec *ngeee*
9) Nk jual share yg Intel kasi in Apr'09.
10) Benefits yg Intel kasi agak bes where a lot of recognitions given means more $$, a lot of things can be claimed, etc *Intel turns me to be materialistic;p*
11) Mgr cant shout at you and even if to ask for help from you, need to do it professionally with your willingness.
12) I got a new mgr yg sy rs ok *hihi*
13) Sy mls nak cari rumah sewa lg dan mahu berpindah randah seorg diri sunnguh menyeksekan ye.
14) Sy memilih nak keje mane, which company, what's the environment, what are the benefits, etc Sy sungguh choosy tp tiade pengalaman dan juge result yg hampeh
15) Sy takut I will be frustrated if I failed in the interview or hardly to find a suitable job for myself.

Eh byk pulak reasons sy ye rupenye. Sbnrnye ade lg, tapi xkose sy nk tambah dh *huhu* Tapi..tapi..the major reason yg menghantui diri sy ialah sy takut utk keluar dr keselesaan yg sy dh dpt skang ni, sy takut utk kecewa dan sy takut utk memulakan segalanye smula. SY TAKOOTTT!! Jika sj sy dpt support utk mengcomfortkan sy, help me with updating the resume and searching for jobs, and i dont know what else that i will need, kan bes kan..kan? *sigh* Tapi sy tau sy ni byk sj komplen with no action like my ass glued on the chair, w/pn sy tau sy ini independent dan mampu je nak buat kalo sy mau. Hati..berilah kekuatan!

And accidentally, one of my fav blogger wrote a nice motivation quotation which says like this.

“Chin up. Put your shoulders back, walk proud, strut a little. Don't lick your wounds. Celebrate them. The scars you bear are the signs of a competitor. You're in a lion fight, Stevens. Just because you didn't win doesn't mean you don't know how to roar.”

Nways, I do know how to roar but just that I'm a loser, and not a winner *sigh* Kate P Ramlee pulak;

Berkorban apa saja.
Harta atau pon nyawa.
Itulah kasih mesra.
Sejati dan mulia.

Shall I say, Mr Boyfie: "Anything for u, i'll do!" tp lps bonus eh..eh? *ngeee*

Penang itu indah

"Heaven is a place on earth when good buddies are around"

Takde ape yg lg bes during wiken selain dpt meronggeng dgn best buddy or org2 yg tersyg *ahakkss* So last friday nite, I fetched Fiza at ferry terminal, tp disebabkan perut gue yg meragam mlm itu akibat xmkn nasi 1.5 days, make jadinye fiza terpakse menunggu sy di bus stop dpn terminal around 30 mins *adehhh* maap bukkss! Kemudian, kami mkn kat pdg kota. Trus2an sy order nasi ayam goreng. Tapi malangnye xsdp gilee. Nsb bek sy memerlukan nasi, kalo x bek sy mkn mi udang, xpon char kuey teow saje *ngeee* Jadinye, pasemboq saje sbg main dish mlm itu. Nsb bek sedapp. Then after dat, kami trus saje ke umah adek fiza, tdo dan melepak di sana.

The nxt day, kami pi Gurney plaza. Kami mulekan aktiviti meronggeng dgn tgk muvi Journey to the center of the earth. Bes gile beb. Kalo tgk 3D sure..sure..sure..for sure mmg lg bes. Ni xde 3D pon dh senak2 perut ni sbb cuak *perrghhhh* Dh laa panggung kosong sbb still awal kul 12 noon n cite ni pon dh agak lame. So kami dgn selambenye terbising laa jugak sbb cuak *hihihi* Maapla terbuat mcm panggung sndiri plak;p Lps tgk muvi, window2 soping jap sbb xde duit yg byk, then trus pi mkn. That noon, kami g mkn kt restoren BBQ chicken Korea. Kami order family feast for chicken Jerk BBQ. Walaupon JERK tp perrrgghhhhh, SGT SEDAP wa ckp lu! *aku sume pon sodap* hihihi Sies Esah, lg sodap dr chicken chop;p Tp sy tidak menerai lg fried chicken die or chicken chop die. Mgkn sodap juge ye. Marilah dtg penang kalo nk rs pastu blanje aku skali *ahahahaksss*

Disebabkan adek Fiza keje mlm tu, then around 3.30pm kami anta die pulang smbil melepak2 bentar dirumahnye menunggu asar. Dgn tetibe hati sy meronta2 nak gi Batu Feringhi smbil menikmati rojak buah dan ABC serta ditemani pemandangan sunset. Kirenye mcm dating ngn fiza laa ni;p Bile nmpak air laut tu, aku lupe daratan jap. Nasib bek xbwk baju nak mandi, kalo x mmg dh nk terjun dh *huhuhu* Tapi xpe2, byk mase lg. Ambik gamba dulu sudeyyy. Lgpn dh lame xmenggedik di dlm gamba kan *alasan nk gedsss je tu;p* Mase tgk syok2 amik gamba di tepi gigi air, tibe2 ombak menggila *demmmnnn* Abes basah seluar gue ya smpei ke lutut. Waduhhh..mmg gile punye ombak. Sepoil mood nk begamba je. Kasi laa ombak sepoi2 bahasa, xpon bg laa warning dulu ke ape. Isk..isk..isk..tssskkk..seluar basah ok. Tapi yg peliknye, tiap kali aku je yg nak bergamba kt gigi air, time tu jugakla ombak menggila. Fiza basah sket je. XACI!!! Ombak JAHAT!!

Then kami trus saje pegi mkn ABC dan rojak buah lepas penat jln smpei ke hujung. Akhirnye, jumpe jugak gerai ABC dan rojak.
Pssstt: Larluwinksss this video spesel for u wif intention mmg nak buat ko jeles *ngeee, muke xbesalah*

Sebenarnye sy suke kan sunset. Teringat plak swimming2 at Lake Taupo ditemani sunset dan itik2 yg riang *rindu...rindu..rindu!!*
Psssttt: Sy suke..suke..sukee..SGT SUKE gamba ni walaupon Fizz kate gedss gile. Ooohh I'm sooo geddsss nway *ngeeee*

Oh ye, kami duk berimaginasi, kalo laa korg sume balik dh nntt, kite wat reunion kat tepi pantai then main banana boat, okay??!! manyak syiookkk!! Air laut dh xsejoookkk *heheh*

Oh semalam ade byk kuda, tapi kok heronye enggak ade. Hero berkude, where r u??
Psssstt: Kpd mereka yg jeles..balik mesia cepat2 noo..xsaba nak men banana boat nih;D

Omong-omong kosong

Kate org, bile kite terlalu gembira, esok lusa kite akan sedey. Kate org, bile mate kite selalu berkedip, nnt2 kite akan menangis. Tapi org kate, think positive will kiss the problems away. Org lain kate lg, dun worry laa, be hepi lerr. What a nice words ya?! So why so serious?

Psstt: Nak tau tak kalo bibir ke pipi kedip2 tandenye ape?? Tanye doktor, ntah2 korg ade masalah otot hyperactive kot *ahaks*

HAPPY = EAT MORE!!

I EAT A LOT today! Errr actly not only today but since last nite *ngeee* Yesterday, after went back from work, I had my dinner olredi. But then at 9pm onwards, my stomach started to sing happily till I had supper or I wud say my 2nd dinner of the day;p And my morning wake-up call today was the song of my stomach *hihi* AGAIN! So today, I ate nasi lemak with 2 telur mate and mee goreng for lunch. And guess what..I'm eating ice cream while writing this entry. See..see..Byk bukan gue makan? Gue pon enggak menyangka sama skali knapa perut gue gembira sangat dr mlm td. Mungkin hati gue yg amat seneng kala ini ya??;p The Power of Love, I tabik sama lo *hihi*

Last wiken, I went back to JB so now I can happily say "gud bye mr homesick! Till we meet again ya". This time was the best I wud say. Knape ya? Sbbnye kami ade kenduri. Jgn kecoh2, kendurinya bukan kenduri kawin ya, tapi kenduri arwah plus house warming. Kami sudah pindah rumah. Tapi korg sure bukan tau pon sbb xpenah dtg kecuali Raje;p (Makin dekat sket aa ngn umah ko je. Senang aa kang kalo nak wat mesyuarat tingkap haha) Walaupon saye cm restless sejak ari jumaat lps, sbbnye saye ade meeting start kul 7.00pg, then mlm tu mr suweetheart smpai kul 2.30pg, then tante gue yg smpainya pulak jam 5.00pg, then bapak gue kejut subuh jam 6.30pg. Trus-trusan kepale gue jadi senoneng gitu. Then konpemlaa ari sabtu tu saye kene merewang, masak2, kemas2, dll. Ahh..tp I cant describe how happy I was that day. I met most of my cousins and my relatives. Sungguh happy setelah bertahun2 ade yg tak penah ketemu dan juge tak ade pape kenduri yg sy hadiri. Pssst..aritu juge adelah hari memperkenalkan mr suweetheart kpd sedare-mare ye *ngeh ngeh* dan juge hari mr suweetheart bangga sbb ade org kedai runcit dekat ngn umah saye ingat die pak Arab *waddehel!!* Mungkin org kedai itu juling 180 degree kot hahahahaha *nada tak puas hati*

The nxt day, I flew back to Penang at 8pm after the flight delayed 40 mins *demmmnn btoi!* But what makes me so pissed off was the lady beside me is sooooo stupid, selfish, n stubborn! How cud she dare to switch on her cheap (i dun care even if it is expensive) MP3 during the flight ready to take off? Even tho the stewardess had warned her to switch off, but a minute after the lady went away, she quickly turned it on *waddehel* Cant you wait another 5 mins after the flight steadily to fly? And didnt you ever notice that we fly with Air Asia Airbus 320 and not the MAS Boeing 747 or wateva. Stupid lady. And even if we are flying with Boeing 747, it doesnt mean that u can switch on your cheap MP3 as well during the flight taking off. *Grrrr* Haiyaa lady. If you want to die, you die alone laa, dont risk others life. Okay honestly, I dont even care as well if you call me a flight freak or wateva. At least, I consider those innocent ppl's life.

Okay laa stop talking bout that stupid lady. If not she will ruin my happy mood. Anyway this wiken, gue mau meronggeng same itu Fiza since I have no social activity this wiken;p Enggak sabar ya mau meronggeng2 dan berjoli sakan. Oh ya, Opa telah selamat berkampung di JB. Die smpai JB sejam sebelum gue belepas ke Penang. And yesterday, my dad sent her off to MPTI. Smoga Opa menjadi cekgu yg sungguh berdisiplin *hahahaha*