Sunyiiiiii...

Saya sunyi. Betul2 sunyi. Sampai saya menangis beberapa kali. Sangat emo. Saya cuba mintak simpati Pijoi, tapi dia juga kesunyian, jadi dia pun bad mood. Dua2 bad mood, maka tak ada kesudahan.

Weekend lepas weekend yang sangat best. Mama, ayah dan adik datang menjenguk. Saya sangat gembira sampai saya boleh buat benda di luar jangkaan. Tak adalah pelik sangat bendanya, tapi berjalan2 di Sogo dan Jalan TAR adalah satu perkara yang luar biasa buat saya ketika ini. Bukan mudah nak berjalan jauh dalam keadaan pening2 dan sensitif kepada bau2 busuk. Kadang2 benda wangi pun jadi busuk, contohnya pewangi kereta. Wangi macamana sekalipun sure saya rasa nak muntah. Busuk yang amat. Okeh, sambung semula. Kemudian, hari Ahad, boleh pulak saya mengharung orang ramai yang terlampau ramai di OU. Huh. Tak penah tengok orang seramai itu di OU. Tapi mujur sekejap. Jadi saya OK. Tambah2 sebelum pulang, mama dan ayah sibuk meninjau2 di Safe n Sound. Jadi, saya bertambah sihat. Haha.

Seronok ok, pregnant walaupun kadang2 agak sengsara. Sepanjang weekend ni, mama dan ayah sibuk kemaskan rumah. Huhu. Bukan salah saya, saya tak suruh. Mereka yang rajin. Baju semua siap berbasuh dan berlipat. Makan tak payah cerita. Memang lazat2 belaka sebab mama masakkan makanan yang saya mahu. 2 hari saya makan tanpa henti. Tak tahu datang dari mana kuasa makan tu.

Jadi, bila mereka sudah pulang petang tadi, saya betul2 terasa sunyi. Nak makan pun dah tak lalu. Rasa macam mahu terbang dan pulang ke JB. Saya tak mahu duduk seorang. Kalau dulu, masa menyewa, saya lebih suka seorang daripada berdua. Heh. Rasa menyampah dengan penyewa lama. Malas nak cerita. Itu kisah tak best!! Mintak2 dia dapat housemate yang lagi tak best dari saya. Hahaha. Astaghfirullahalazim. Baby, jangan dengar cakap ibu awak!

Masa untuk minum nestum dan tidur. Selamat bercuti orang KL! Have fun!!;D

I miss Him

My husband is away for 3 weeks and he is busy at Kemaman, auditing a company, as usual. It's a peak period anyway, so what do I expect? But being his wife for almost 10 weeks, makes me not an independent lady anymore. Especially when I'm pregnant. He sends and picks me up at the office, he drives me to dinner or shopping or everywhere, helps me mengemas rumah and many more. I think I am too pampered till I cant bear to be apart from him even though for a day. It may sound silly to you but I do easily cry at the moment whenever I miss him. Ya tuhan, baru saja 2 hari. Sabarkanlah hati.

On the other happier note, I went for a checkup last Sat at SJMC. Nothing could be more happier other than looking at my baby. Even though, I had to wait for almost 4 hours that morning, all the tiredness or sickness almost gone when I saw the baby. I saw the baby's head, hands, feet, and the moving heartbeat. It is so tiny and cute till I feel like crying whenever I remember the vivid moment. Ada nada jakun di situ but it's my 1st time anyway looking at the baby, so fair enough laa kan? hehe. Anyway, the baby is healthy as of now and people, please doakan agar my baby sentiasa sihat, ya:) Oh ya, the baby is going to be an August baby. So I guess saya tak sempatlah nak beraya dan makan ketupat tahun ni:(

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Hua Nui Wind Farm, New Zealand

I visited this wind farm like 3 years ago. That was the best summer trip ever. I spent the whole summer pays just for a week trip to the north island. But it was super great vacation and I did spent splendid time with my girlfriends.

I think that photo is nice. Green and peaceful. Thus, I dont hesitate to join IBM ASEAN Smarter Planet Photo contest by submitting this photo. Doa2 kanlah saya menang the 1st prize so that I can exchange Nikon DSLR 300s camera with Quinny Zapp stroller. Keh keh. So people, please, please do vote for my photo. Tolong ya. ;D

It's already past midnight and I'm yet to sleep. Maybe I am nervous yet excited to see my baby tomorrow morning. My friend told me that the baby starts to form the hands, heartbeat, head, and legs during the 10th week of pregnancy. Tapi saya baru 9 minggu mengikut the 1st doctor that I met. So let's see tomorrow how.

I think I shall stop merapu and sleep now or else I will miss the appointment tomorrow. Dont forget to vote for me ya! Thanks people.

Connected afterall

I am always jelous to the lawyers or any good writers. Tak kisahlah whether you're a journalist hence the talent or you're just born with it. Dan lebih2 lagi bila Miss Ex Pijoi ialah seorang lawyer, maka kad2 cinta mereka, sangatlah ermmm..you know lah. Ahh, bencilah. Saya memang jelous dengan mereka. Noktah.

Hey people, I'm connected at home afterall. Seronok plis. Dah setahun kot merana hidup seharian without internet at home. So I'm kinda excited and terus nak tulis blog. Ahaks.

On the other note, I was frequently being asked "Macam mana hidup dah kahwin? Seronok ke?" Heh. I dont really have the answer for that actually, but for sure, mestilah seronok! Kalau tak, takdenye gatal sangat nak kahwin cepat kan?;p Tell you the truth people, I think the best part hidup as a married couple is when you can share almost everything with the partner. Dan yang paling saya suka ialah sharing passwords with Pijoi coz I tell you, he has lots of nonsense passwords yang sangat melucukan. Contohnya..not telling lah. Itukan password. Hehe.

Bencilah with the pimples nowadays. Suka sangat melekat dekat my jaw, at my back, dan tempat2 yang pelik. The hormone I guess. Haih sabar jelah. Asal jangan menempek kat muka sudahlah ye misses pimples! Benci tau!!

It's almost midnite now. Harus tidur. Kata tak mahu pimple;p So dream nice and sleep tight ya;)
P/S: Kalau saya rajin, nanti2 mahu cerita tentang the Lil Project Runaway pulak. Itu kalau rajinlah.

Thank you for the Quarter of Centuries

I am already quarter of centuries yesterday. And that was the best birthday ever in my life.

No, no. I dont get any expensive gifts or a candle light dinner. It was perfect just because of the best wishes from the loved one right to my ears when I just woke up in the morning. It sounds so lovely eventhough just merely a simple "Happy Birthday". Then, I got my requested Lontong for breakfast with a lil surprise of secret recipe cakes. Oh, and the thoughts and the warm wishes from dear friends, really made my day. It was just so perfect? ;)

And whatever it is, I am so blessed with what I have right now. A job that pays me well, the other half that always be with me, dear friends whom never failed to make me smile and the little one that grows in me, it's too much happiness to complaint, isn't it? And of course, I feel so contented.

Thank you Allah for the great quarter of centuries that you allow me. Alhamdullillah.